Saya mewarna batik

Cubaan pertama seumur hidup... Dan saya telah jatuh cintaaaaa! Seronok rupanya mewarna batik. Tengok warna tu merebak dan meresap menghasilkan ton warna yang natural. Satisfying! 

Nasibla ada kawan yang took some candid shots of me. Boleh la Cik Yaya jadikan memori.

Mata bengkak sebab allergic. Hahaha. Macam lepas menangis je gayanya. 

Inilah hasilnya.... Saya suka, saya suka! Ada peluang nak buat lagi nanti. Yey!

Good lyrics

Somebody by D.O.

Since some time ago, I get scared easily
Constantly feel like I'm not who I used to be
Love to me always fails to be like a movie
Maybe every time we could never see eye to eye
And I was the only one trying to make it work
Perhaps that's what exhausted my heart so quickly

I want somebody, even if it'd take long
I want somebody, even if passion's not fiery
As if all my ways of doing it
Are the correct answers
Calmly take my hand again
I want somebody to come into my heart again

I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you

When people try to look inside me
I don't take cover and hide any more
Shoulder to shoulder with me should you stand
Then walk with you I shall

I want somebody, even if it'd take long
I want somebody, even if passion's not fiery
As if all my ways of doing it
Are the correct answers
Calmly take my hand again
I want somebody to come into my heart again

I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you

I want somebody somebody who loves me
Even the darkest depths of my mind and the way I love
Just as I am
I want somebody somebody who loves me
Even the shadows in my mind
And the ways I express my love
Somebody who'd understand them all

I want somebody out of all those people
I want somebody who'd just happen to come to me
As if all my ways of doing it
Are the correct answers
Calmly take my hand again
Want such a moment to find me too

I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you

Lirik ni betul-betul sama dengan pemikiran dan perasaan Cik Yaya. Macam cermin!! 

Resepi Kek Batik Coklat

Hari ni Cik Yaya nak share resepi kek batik 4 bahan yang tidak menggunakan MILO. Kita gunakan dark chocolate. Sedap yang amat... Lagi sedap dan lagi mudah..

Bahan-bahan:

1. Biskut marie - 300 g
2. Susu full cream- 200 ml/secawan
3. Dark chocolate/ coklat masakan-250g
4. Mentega-50g

Cara-caranya: 

1. Patah-patahkan biskut marie dan ketepikan
2. Dalam kuali, didihkan susu. Bila dah mendidih, kecilkan api
3. Kemudian, masukkan  mentega dan coklat. Kacau perlahan-lahan sampai semua cair dan sebati
4. Tutup api dan masukkan kepingan biskut marie. Kacau sehingga semua bahagian biskut disaluti coklat
5. Masukkan dalam bekas dan tekan-tekan supaya padat. Biarkan sejuk. 

Dah siap.. Kalau boleh biar set semalaman atau beberapa jam sebelum makan. Letak dalam peti sejuk boleh, kat luar pon boleh. Nanti biskut akan jadi lembut dan rasa bercoklat. Nyumnyum.. Selamat mencuba!!

Comot! Hahaha

What will I lose?

Drunk Text
Song by Henry Moodie

5th of November

When I walked you home

That's when I nearly said it

But then said "Forget it, you fool"

Do you remember?

You probably don't

'Cause the sparks in the sky

Took a hold of your eyes while we spoke

Yesterday, drank way too much

And stayed up too late

Started to write what I wanna say

Deleted the message, but I still remember it said

I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight

Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til 3

And you can't fall asleep

Waiting for me to reply

I wish I was more than just someone you walk by

Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open

Instead of just hoping

You'd feel what I'm feeling inside

April the 7th

And nothing has changed

It's hard to get by

When you're still on my mind every day

Sometimes I question

If you feel the same?

Do we make stupid jokes?

Trying to hide that we're both too afraid to say

I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight

Wish I was the reason you stay up 'til 3

And you can't fall asleep

Waiting for me to reply

I wish I was more than just someone you walk by

Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open

Instead of just hoping

You'd feel what I'm feeling inside

Oh, and here we go again

Destroy myself to keep my friend

Hiding away 'cause I was afraid you'd say no

I wonder if I cross your mind

Half as much as you do mine

If I tell you the truth

What will I lose?

I don't know

I wish I'd sent you that drunk text that midnight

I was just scared it would ruin our friendship

But I really meant it

I wonder how you would reply

Old habits die hard

Dah tiga hari Cik Yaya menahan diri dari mengucapkan benda ni.. Tersiksanyaaa. Cik Yaya tak dapat nak menahan diri lagi. Cik Yaya nak ucapkan jugakkkk

Selamat Hari Lahirrrr!! Happy belated birthdayyy!!

Lega!!

Ya! Selamat hari lahir buat kamu. Insan pertama dan satu-satunya yang berjaya menakluk hati ini. Insan pertama yang mengajar erti cinta, kepedulian dan kerinduan.

Ada orang yang kata, Cik Yaya dah mensia-siakan diri kerana tak mencari pengganti. Tak pernah move on dari dia. Bodoh kerana terus mengenang benda yang dah lepas. Menolak jodoh. Membazir masa muda. Tapi, mulut-mulut tu tak pernah tahu apa yang berlaku antara kami. Mulut-mulut tu tak rasa apa yang Cik Yaya rasa. Tak melalui apa yang Cik Yaya lalui. Tak pernah mengenal dia.

Dia ialah si alpha yang belum ada pengganti. Dia orang pertama yang pursue Cik Yaya. Usaha dia, cara dia, keberanian dia, semua buat Cik Yaya menyerah. Dialah satu-satunya yang berjaya melembutkan hati ni. Pemikiran dia, tindakan dia, kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut dia, semuanya buat Cik Yaya rasa selamat, dihargai dan yang paling penting mencairkan ego dan kebodohan yang ada dalam diri ini. Conquered me! Dia dah menjadi penanda aras dalam hidup Cik Yaya. Yang datang selepas dia tak de ciri-ciri tu. With them, I’d always been chosen but never pursued.

Cik Yaya yakin, segala yang berlaku bukan sia-sia. Allah Maha Mengetahui. Kita merancang tapi perancangan Allah adalah yang terbaik. Tiada satu pun hal yang berlaku dalam hidup ni tanpa keizinan Allah SWT. InsyaAllah.. Ini jalan hidup yang tertulis untuk Cik Yaya. Dan manusia tidak akan diuji oleh Allah SWT lebih dari kemampuan dirinya. Cik yaya ada banyak lagi rahmat yang perlu disyukuri. Kalau diikutkan, broken heart ni bukanlah dugaan yang besar sangat kan? Ada yang lagi berat dari ni. Alhamdulillah.. Syukur atas segala ketentuannya. Tak dinafikan, ada fasa-fasa Cik Yaya rasa ianya amat berat dan mempersoalkan takdir ni, Cik Yaya khilaf sebagai manusia biasa yang menerima dugaan. Ampunkan Ya Allah, ampunkan segala dosa-dosa kami.. Amiiiin.

Lega!!

Lega sekali lagi sebab dapat meluahkan rasa yang dirasa. Hahahaha