Tuesday, 25 April 2023

Blame my stupid heart

 


My stupid heart doesn't know 
I've tried to let you go 
So many times before 
Then wound up at your door, 
my stupid 

Can’t believe that I haven’t figured out by now
Every time I call you up 
All you do is let me down 
Should have known there was nothing about us I could change 
Every time we try to be friends it always ends the same 

But when I try to remember 
All the pain that we’ve been through 
Something in me says “whatever” 
And it brings me back to you 

My stupid heart 
Don’t know I’ve tried to let you go 
So many times before 
Then wound up at your door
My stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart 
You can blame my stupid heart 
You can blame my stupid... 

When I blame myself, I get so caught up in you 
I keep coming back to the heart that left me blue 
And I don't know why I keep tryin' to explain 
My irresponsible ways, I guess I like the pain 

But when I try to remember 
All the pain that we’ve been through 
Something in me says “whatever” 
And it brings me back to you 

My stupid heart 
Don’t know I’ve tried to let you go 
So many times before 
Then wound up at your door 
My stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart 

You can blame my stupid heart 
I’ve tried to let you go 
So many times before 
You can blame my stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart


Saturday, 8 April 2023

Lost and counting

Where is the feeling?

I'm paralyzed

Living, but not alive

I'm losing everyday

Second by second 

Becoming an empty shell

What has happened to the empathy?


Where is the feeling?

Everything is numb and tasteless

Heaven and hell become pale

Good or bad, I can't tell

Who am I?

What am I doing?


Where is the feeling?

Where is the feeling?


Yaya

17 Ramadhan 1444H



Thursday, 23 March 2023

Merantau

 Merantaulah...

Orang berilmu dan beradab tidak akan diam di kampung halaman.

Tinggalkan negerimu dan merantaulah ke negeri orang.

Tinggalkanlah tanahair dan mengembaralah.

Bermusafirlah, nescaya kamu akan mendapat ganti kepada orang yang telah kamu tinggalkan.

Berlelah-lelahlah, manisnya hidup terasa setelah lelah berjuang

Aku melihat air menjadi rusak karena diam tertahan.

Jika mengalir menjadi jernih, jika tidak, akan keruh menggenang.

Singa jika tak tinggalkan sarang, tak akan dapat mangsa.

Anak panah jika tak tinggalkan busur, tak akan kena sasaran.

Jika matahari di orbitnya tak bergerak dan terus diam.

Tentu manusia bosan padanya dan enggan memandang.

Bijih emas bagaikan tanah biasa sebelum digali dari tambang.

Kayu gaharu tak ubahnya seperti kayu biasa jika di dalam hutan.

Jika engkau tinggalkan tempat kelahiranmu, engkau akan temui darjat mulia di tempat yang baru dan engkau bagaikan emas yang sudah terangkat dari tempatnya.

Pergilah merantau untuk mencari kemuliaan karena dalam perjalanan itu ada lima kegunaan, iaitu: menghilangkan kesedihan, mendapatkan penghidupan, mendapatkan ilmu mengagungkan jiwa, dan dapat bergaul dengan banyak orang.

─ Imam Syafie

(Diwan as Syafiie)

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#credit to the owner


Wednesday, 22 February 2023

Bear in mind

1. Don't conclude things because you don't know what the future holds

2. Listen! Don't interrupt!

3. Wait and think before responding or reacting

4. Never put any hope to anyone. Work it yourself!

5. Your feelings are real

6. Being alone doesn't make you lonely, but being surrounded with wrong people do

Sunday, 12 February 2023

TALES FROM EARTHSEA






I'm nervous for tomorrow... Hope everything goes well. Aamiin.. 


Ganbatte!!