Sunday, 11 June 2023

Not you

Song by Alan Walker and Emma Steinbakken


In my life, in my mind

Where I make up stories all the time

And I pretend that I am not someone

Left to face the world alone

Lately I'm not the same

I've found a stranger calling out my name

Have a feeling you would be so proud

And he's gon' need me now

But he's not you

He's not you

He will never be you

Photobook with my mistakes

Promises that we never got to make

All the things I wanna talk about

Hard to say it to myself

Wintertime, once again

In the snow I can see just where I've been

How far I've made it in the world so cold

Where I have everything

But he's not you

He's not you

He will never be you

But he's not you

He's not you

He will never be you



Friday, 9 June 2023

World

Selalu tengok dalam movie, ada adegan macam ni. Heroin tengah dalam masalah macam kena tangkap ka,  nak kena bunuh ka, tetiba hero datang selamatkan. Betul-betul on time. Heroin rasa lega tak terhingga..

Recently, I really hope my hero will come and save me.. Please come! Please save me! Please!

Save me from this world. It's frightening. It's tiring.. I'm drowning.. Deeper, day by day.. Gasping for the true meaning of life.. Who am I? What is my values? Where is my smile? When does everything started to fall apart?




Tuesday, 25 April 2023

Blame my stupid heart

 


My stupid heart doesn't know 
I've tried to let you go 
So many times before 
Then wound up at your door, 
my stupid 

Can’t believe that I haven’t figured out by now
Every time I call you up 
All you do is let me down 
Should have known there was nothing about us I could change 
Every time we try to be friends it always ends the same 

But when I try to remember 
All the pain that we’ve been through 
Something in me says “whatever” 
And it brings me back to you 

My stupid heart 
Don’t know I’ve tried to let you go 
So many times before 
Then wound up at your door
My stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart 
You can blame my stupid heart 
You can blame my stupid... 

When I blame myself, I get so caught up in you 
I keep coming back to the heart that left me blue 
And I don't know why I keep tryin' to explain 
My irresponsible ways, I guess I like the pain 

But when I try to remember 
All the pain that we’ve been through 
Something in me says “whatever” 
And it brings me back to you 

My stupid heart 
Don’t know I’ve tried to let you go 
So many times before 
Then wound up at your door 
My stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart 

You can blame my stupid heart 
I’ve tried to let you go 
So many times before 
You can blame my stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart


Monday, 24 April 2023

Hari Raya 2023

 Salam raya ke-3 2023..



Alhamdulillah..




Saturday, 8 April 2023

Lost and counting

Where is the feeling?

I'm paralyzed

Living, but not alive

I'm losing everyday

Second by second 

Becoming an empty shell

What has happened to the empathy?


Where is the feeling?

Everything is numb and tasteless

Heaven and hell become pale

Good or bad, I can't tell

Who am I?

What am I doing?


Where is the feeling?

Where is the feeling?


Yaya

17 Ramadhan 1444H



Thursday, 23 March 2023

Merantau

 Merantaulah...

Orang berilmu dan beradab tidak akan diam di kampung halaman.

Tinggalkan negerimu dan merantaulah ke negeri orang.

Tinggalkanlah tanahair dan mengembaralah.

Bermusafirlah, nescaya kamu akan mendapat ganti kepada orang yang telah kamu tinggalkan.

Berlelah-lelahlah, manisnya hidup terasa setelah lelah berjuang

Aku melihat air menjadi rusak karena diam tertahan.

Jika mengalir menjadi jernih, jika tidak, akan keruh menggenang.

Singa jika tak tinggalkan sarang, tak akan dapat mangsa.

Anak panah jika tak tinggalkan busur, tak akan kena sasaran.

Jika matahari di orbitnya tak bergerak dan terus diam.

Tentu manusia bosan padanya dan enggan memandang.

Bijih emas bagaikan tanah biasa sebelum digali dari tambang.

Kayu gaharu tak ubahnya seperti kayu biasa jika di dalam hutan.

Jika engkau tinggalkan tempat kelahiranmu, engkau akan temui darjat mulia di tempat yang baru dan engkau bagaikan emas yang sudah terangkat dari tempatnya.

Pergilah merantau untuk mencari kemuliaan karena dalam perjalanan itu ada lima kegunaan, iaitu: menghilangkan kesedihan, mendapatkan penghidupan, mendapatkan ilmu mengagungkan jiwa, dan dapat bergaul dengan banyak orang.

─ Imam Syafie

(Diwan as Syafiie)

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