Always and always

I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU
RASELHITS

If I should go and leave you here.

Remember all the days so dear.

No words can hold what we once knew.

No life feels right without you.

I see your face in every light.

In quiet days and sleepless nights.

No road I take feels warm or true.

Each path I walk still leads to you.

And I will always miss you.

Through every dream I wander through.

No matter where this life may go, my heart still beats for you alone.

And I will always miss you

in every breath in all I do.

Though time may take what we once knew,

my soul will always miss you.

Your fate should turn and bring us near.

I'd hold you close and keep you here.

But if we're worlds we can undo, then love remains in missing you.

And I will always miss you.

Through fading light and morning dew.

No wind can break what once was true.

My heart will always miss you.

And Iwill always miss you.

Till skies are dark and stars are through.

With nothing left for me to do, I live and die.

Still missing you.

Training season is over

Training Season

Dua Lipa

Are you someone that I can give my heart to?

Or just the poison that I'm drawn to?

It can be hard to tell the difference late at night

Play fair, is that a compass in your nature?

Or are you tricky?

'Cause I've been there

And baby, I don't need to learn my lesson twice

But if you really wanna go there

You should know I

I need someone to hold me close, deeper than I've ever known

Whose love feels like a rodeo, knows just how to take control

When I'm vulnerable, he's straight-talking to my soul

Conversation overload, got me feeling vertigo

Are you somebody who can go there?

'Cause I don't wanna have to show ya

If that ain't you, then let me know, yeah

'Cause training season's over (training season's over)

I tried to see my lovers in a good light

Don't wanna do it just to be nice

Don't wanna have to teach you how to love me right

I hope it hits me like an arrow

Someone with some potential

Is it too much to ask for, who understands?

I need someone to hold me close, deeper than I've ever known

Whose love feels like a rodeo, knows just how to take control

When I'm vulnerable, he's straight-talking to my soul

Conversation overload, got me feeling vertigo

Are you somebody who can go there?

'Cause I don't wanna have to show ya

If that ain't you, then let me know, yeah

'Cause training season's over

Can you compete?

Now is your time

Run when you hear that whistle blow

Are you on my team?

Or stuck on the sidelines waiting for someone to tell you to go?

For someone to tell you to go

You should know I

I need someone to hold me close, deeper than I've ever known

Whose love feels like a rodeo, knows just how to take control

When I'm vulnerable, he's straight-talking to my soul (if that ain't you, then let me know, yeah)

Conversation overload 'cause training season's over

'Cause training season's over (training season's over)

Training season's over

For life

 

#22

What is it?

Which one Yaya?

Heart emoji

Well, someone I know used different colours of heart emoji. So, I wonder if every single colour has a specific meaning. Then, I asked Gemini. Here is the answer.

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Red Heart ❤️: The universal symbol of true love, passion, and deep affection. In social media contexts, it often serves as a default reaction to show you "love" or highly approve of a post.

Pink Heart 🩷: Represents sincere, gentle love and affection. It is often more playful and less intense than the red heart, frequently used for flirting or showing warmth to friends and family.

Blue Heart 💙: Symbolizes trust, loyalty, and peace. It is often used in platonic friendships or to show support for causes like Autism Awareness. In some slang contexts, it can signal being "friend-zoned".

Green Heart 💚: Often associated with nature, health, and organic living. It can also represent envy or jealousy (the "jealous heart"). Fans of the K-pop group NCT also use it prominently.

Yellow Heart 💛: Signifies happiness, friendship, and positivity. On Snapchat, it specifically indicates that you are each other's #1 Best Friend.

Purple Heart 💜: Communicates compassion, support, and admiration. It is famously associated with the BTS ARMY fandom and the U.S. military's Purple Heart medal. 

White Heart 🤍: Represents pure, innocent love or sympathy. It is commonly used for condolence messages or to fit a "minimalist" social media aesthetic.

Black Heart 🖤: Used to express dark humor, sorrow, or a "darker" aesthetic. It can also signal irony or support for the Black Lives Matter movement.

Orange Heart 🧡: Represents warmth and care without deep romantic commitment. It is sometimes used in "situationships" to show interest while staying safe.

Brown Heart 🤎: Used to express warmth, comfort, and solidarity. It is also frequently used in discussions regarding racial identity and equality.

Grey Heart 🩶: Symbolizes neutrality, reserved support, or emotional ambiguity

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Now I know....  😀

Baby fever!

Aaaaa! Baby fever!! Comel sangattttt! Kenalkan anak sedara terbaru Cik Yaya. Senyumannya manis bak gulaaaa! Paras wajahnya lembut menyejukkan jiwa. Hahahaha. Over nau memuji anak menakan sendiri.. Kuikuikui

Alhamdulillah atas kelahiran ahli kelurga terbaru kami pada 14 Oktober 2025 yg lalu. Semoga Hasif membesar dengan sihat, bijak, beriman, bertaqwa dan berbudi kepada semua. Geram Mak Long. Awat comel sangat niiiii. Hasif, hari tu Mak Long nampak ada lesung pipit sebelah pipi. Mana pi? Dah menghilang di balik pipi tembam ka? Sila dapatkan balik lesung pipit tuuuu! 

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah untuk hari pertama Ramadan.. Walaupon tak sihat disebabkan demam dan batuk, bersyukur dapat disempurnakan dengan jayanya.. Alhamdulillah.. Semoga diterima Allah SWT.

Selamat berpuasa semua. Ramadan Mubarak!

A broken woman

A woman who has been broken by life...

A woman who has been "broken by life" is often defined not by her fragility, but by her profound resilience, having survived intense emotional pain, trauma, or loss. She is often described as having been "forged" rather than broken, having learned to navigate immense challenges alone, which results in a deeply independent, albeit often guarded, nature. 

Characteristics and Behaviors

Deep Emotional Guard: She may appear stoic or distant, using silence as a defense mechanism to protect herself from further pain.

Independence: Because she has learned to survive storms without help, she may have difficulty trusting others or relying on anyone but herself.

Intensity and Depth: She often feels things deeply and may have a lower tolerance for superficiality in relationships.

Internal Struggles: She may experience lingering effects of trauma, such as low self-esteem, intense anxiety, or, at times, self-destructive behaviors.

A "Dangerous" Resilience: After surviving a battle that almost took her sanity, she can emerge as a "dangerous woman" because she is no longer afraid of, or susceptible to, the superficial things that once hurt her. 

The Process of Healing

Rising from the Ashes: A broken woman often goes through a personal metamorphosis, choosing to rebuild herself rather than staying broken.

Relinquishing Control: Many find that true healing begins when they let go of trying to control everything and, for some, turning to spiritual or divine help.

Self-Love: She learns that her worth is not defined by her past, and she begins to nurture herself, often finding a new, profound sense of self-love and strength. 

Loving a Woman Broken by Life

Need for Safety, Not Intensity: She does not need saving; she needs a consistent, patient partner who will not "pour gasoline on her scars".

Patience is Key: It takes time for her to trust again. A partner must demonstrate reliability, emotional maturity, and a willingness to understand her fear of abandonment.

Honesty: She values truth over comfort and can spot insincerity easily. 

Ultimately, a woman who has been broken by life and has healed is described as "unstoppable," having transformed her pain into wisdom and her scars into armor. 

Source: Gemini

Delusional

 

Pertama 2025 (3) - Melompat Pulau

Yup, ini pengalaman pertama saya snorkeling. Bestttt. Walaupon saya tak pandai berenang, lemas setiap masa, diselamatkan berkali-kali,  diajar berenang tak pandai-pandai, dan saya bergantung sepenuhnya pada jaket keselamatan dan pelampung yang ada. Pengalaman sangattt!

Cik Yaya pergi melompat dari pulau ke pulau di Mersing. Jangan tanya nama-nama pulau sebab dah tak ingat. Lama nau nau kejadiannya. 

Tengok jela gambar-gambar ni ye.. 

Balik rumah, hitam melegam sebab terbakar. Padan muka! Hikhikhik

Pertama 2025 (2) - Awesome Autumn

Alhamdulillah, tahun ini kali pertama seumur hidup merasai musim gugur (autumn) di bumi Jepun. Ya Allah.. Indahnya.. Jakun saya di Jepun! Masa Cik Yaya pergi tu, dah dekat sangat dengan musim sejuk. Dekat puncak gunung dah ada dah salji. Sejuk yang amat.. Tapi belum rezeki Cik Yaya untuk menyentuh salji.. InsyaAllah.. Ada rezeki lain pada masa akan datang...

Jom tengok pemandangan kat sana

Cantikkkkkk! Cuba teka daerah mana yang Cik Yaya jelajah.. Hehehehe..