Sunday 11 June 2023

Not you

Song by Alan Walker and Emma Steinbakken


In my life, in my mind

Where I make up stories all the time

And I pretend that I am not someone

Left to face the world alone

Lately I'm not the same

I've found a stranger calling out my name

Have a feeling you would be so proud

And he's gon' need me now

But he's not you

He's not you

He will never be you

Photobook with my mistakes

Promises that we never got to make

All the things I wanna talk about

Hard to say it to myself

Wintertime, once again

In the snow I can see just where I've been

How far I've made it in the world so cold

Where I have everything

But he's not you

He's not you

He will never be you

But he's not you

He's not you

He will never be you



Friday 9 June 2023

World

Selalu tengok dalam movie, ada adegan macam ni. Heroin tengah dalam masalah macam kena tangkap ka,  nak kena bunuh ka, tetiba hero datang selamatkan. Betul-betul on time. Heroin rasa lega tak terhingga..

Recently, I really hope my hero will come and save me.. Please come! Please save me! Please!

Save me from this world. It's frightening. It's tiring.. I'm drowning.. Deeper, day by day.. Gasping for the true meaning of life.. Who am I? What is my values? Where is my smile? When does everything started to fall apart?