Tuesday 25 April 2023

Blame my stupid heart

 


My stupid heart doesn't know 
I've tried to let you go 
So many times before 
Then wound up at your door, 
my stupid 

Can’t believe that I haven’t figured out by now
Every time I call you up 
All you do is let me down 
Should have known there was nothing about us I could change 
Every time we try to be friends it always ends the same 

But when I try to remember 
All the pain that we’ve been through 
Something in me says “whatever” 
And it brings me back to you 

My stupid heart 
Don’t know I’ve tried to let you go 
So many times before 
Then wound up at your door
My stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart 
You can blame my stupid heart 
You can blame my stupid... 

When I blame myself, I get so caught up in you 
I keep coming back to the heart that left me blue 
And I don't know why I keep tryin' to explain 
My irresponsible ways, I guess I like the pain 

But when I try to remember 
All the pain that we’ve been through 
Something in me says “whatever” 
And it brings me back to you 

My stupid heart 
Don’t know I’ve tried to let you go 
So many times before 
Then wound up at your door 
My stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart 

You can blame my stupid heart 
I’ve tried to let you go 
So many times before 
You can blame my stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart 
Too late 
Already on my way 
If we go down in flames 
Again then you can blame my stupid heart


Saturday 8 April 2023

Lost and counting

Where is the feeling?

I'm paralyzed

Living, but not alive

I'm losing everyday

Second by second 

Becoming an empty shell

What has happened to the empathy?


Where is the feeling?

Everything is numb and tasteless

Heaven and hell become pale

Good or bad, I can't tell

Who am I?

What am I doing?


Where is the feeling?

Where is the feeling?


Yaya

17 Ramadhan 1444H