I,ll never love again

 I'll Never Love Again

Lady Gaga, Bradley Cooper

Wish I could, I could've said goodbye
I would've said what I wanted to
Maybe even cried for you
If I knew it would be the last time
I would've broke my heart in two
Tryna save a part of you

Don't wanna feel another touch
Don't wanna start another fire
Don't wanna know another kiss
No other name fallin' off my lips
Don't wanna give my heart away
To another stranger
Or let another day begin
Won't even let the sunlight in
No, I'll never love again
I'll never love again, oh, oh, oh, oh

When we first met
I never thought that I would fall
I never thought that I'd find myself
Lying in your arms, mm, mm
And I wanna pretend that it's not true
Oh, baby, that you're gone
'Cause my world keeps turnin', and turnin', and turnin'
And I'm not movin' on

Don't wanna feel another…

Ssshhh, Jangan Tanya!

Cuti sekolah sekarang ni. Takut nak balik kampung. Haha.. Kenapa? Takut kena tanya pasal jodoh.. Arghhh, stress tau x.. 

Tolong la paham.. Takde perempuan dalam dunia ni yang nak jadi andartu. Setiap andartu mesti ada kisah sendiri. Tolongla jangan tanya. Hanya yang mengalami je yang tahu.

Ada orang tak pandai berenang, jadi dia tak nak terjun sungai.. Janganla korang tendang dia masuk dalam sungai.. Lemasla dia nanti. Tak baik tau.. Biarla dia cari kekuatan, belajar pelan-pelan.. 

Bukan semua orang gagah perkasa untuk bercinta. Ingat cinta ni semudah ABC ke? Bagi Cik Yaya, mencintai adalah perkara paling susuah dalam dunia. Sebab tu bila Cik Yaya dapat kad kahwin, Cik Yaya akan kagum pada 2 nama yang tercatat pada kad tu. Sesungguhnya, diorang ni terbukti berhati waja! 

Paling susah  bila dah jatuh cinta ialah menjaga hati dan pemikiran sendiri. Kenapa? Sebab segalanya berpunca dari diri sendiri. Cik Yaya memang terkenal gagal dalam hal ni. Sebab tu hubungan sebelum ni pun GAGAL. 

Okey.. Masalahnya dalam cinta ada pakej sayang, benci, rindu, dendam, takut, risau, sakit hati dan gila!! Dalam hidup ni hanya ada Ya atau Tidak. Tapi bila masuk bab cinta, banyak pulak yang muncul antara Ya dan Tidak tu. Mungkin... Ye ke?... Masih? Pasti? Tak retila nak timbang bahagi.

Semua tu memeningkan kepala. Jadi ,Cik Yaya dah buat keputusan untuk sendiri. Sendiri tu lebih selesa. Cik Yaya letih berperang dengan hati bila bercinta. Mungkin Cik Yaya bukan orang yang sesuai untuk menjalinkan hubungan. 

Konsep mudahnya, kalau tak tahan pedas, kenapa nak menyeksa diri makan sambal belacan? Gila!

Apa-apa yang jadi lepas ni, Cik Yaya serahkan kepada Allah SWT. Jadi jangan tanya lagi okey..

Sssshhhhh....

End of a day...

End of a Day
Jonghyun

Please reach out and wrap my neck
손을 뻗어줘 내 목을 감싸줘

Please soften my shoulders a little further down
좀 더 아래 내 어깰 주물러 줘

The exhausted day ends
지쳐버린 하루 끝

Even if the sun has already set
이미 해가 떴어도

I just close my eyes
난 이제야 눈을 감으니

In my day, I close the door later than others
남들보다 늦게 문을 닫는 나의 하루에

Playfully tickling the ear ball
장난스럽게 귓볼을 간지럽히며

Even if we were in different worlds all day, we
하루 종일 다른 세상에 있었어도 우린

Because the end of the day is always together
항상 하루 끝은 함께 하니까
Your small shoulders, your small two hands
너의 그 작은 어깨가 너의 그 작은 두 손이

At the end of my exhausted day, it becomes a cozy blanket
지친 내 하루 끝 포근한 이불이 되고

Thank you very much
수고했어요 정말 고생했어요

To you, my hands with blunt shoulders
네게도 내 어깨가 뭉툭한 나의 두 손이

Your exhausted day ends
지친 너의 하루 끝

To be a warm comfort
포근한 위로가 되기를

I want to catch your breath naturally
자연스레 너와 숨을 맞추고파
I embrace you tightly
빈틈없이 널 감싸 안는

Like water in a bathtub
욕조 속 물처럼

Warmly, another one
따뜻하게 또 하나도 빈틈없게

At the end of my embarrassing day full of poor mistakes
서툰 실수가 가득했던 창피한 내 하루 끝엔

Are you proud of me waiting for me
너란 자랑거리 날 기다리니
Your small shoulders, your small two hands
너의 그 작은 어깨가 너의 그 작은 두 손이

At the end of my exhausted day, it becomes a cozy blanket
지친 내 하루 끝 포근한 이불이 되고

Thank you very much
수고했어요 정말 고생했어요

To you, my hands with blunt shoulders
네게도 내 어깨가 뭉툭한 나의 두 손이

Your exhausted day ends
지친 너의 하루 끝

To be a warm comfort
포근한 위로가 되기를

I want to catch your breath naturally
자연스레 너와 숨을 맞추고파
I can cry as much as I can
맘껏 울 수도 또 맘껏 웃을 수도 없는

At the end of a tiring day, but by your side
지친 하루의 끝 그래도 그대 옆이면

Laugh like a little child
어린아이처럼 칭얼대다 숨 넘어가듯 웃다

I also meet awkward me
나도 어색해진 나를 만나죠
Thank you very much
수고했어요 정말 고생했어요

You are my pride
그댄 나의 자랑이죠