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Andrea Hirata

-Guru Aini-

 

It has been a long time...

Yesssss... It has been a loooooong time since I got a plushie as present and today, I got one!! So happy!! Haha.. Meet my Sarang!

The colour is nice..

With that cute face..

So soft and squishy..

Perfect for cuddling..

Totally love it.. 

Thanks to that someone who makes me Sarangs owner today..

A little gift that warm my heart..

Sarang, hope you can be with me for a loooooong time okay!

I never forget...

Eyes On Me
Song by Faye Wong

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Closest I wanna be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
I will know that you are no dreamer

#9

 "Rehan loves you more than you love Rehan"

~Fanaa~

(T_T)

#8

"Rezeki tu bukan bermakna kamu dapat apa kamu nakkan, tapi pabila kamu terima apa yang Tuhan anugerahkan"

~HAMKA~

I'm in pain!!

Tiga hari tiga malam yang lepas cukup-cukup menginsafkan.. Tak pernah Cik Yaya rasa sakit macam ni.. Sakit yang teramat.. Cik Yaya kena infeksi kat telinga kiri. Bengkak. Sampai satu kepala sakit... Uwaaaaa... So much pain.. Unbearable!! Sampai habis 3 papan painkiller. Paraceramol, naproxen, ibuprofen, all finished. Hari ni baru rasa boleh bernafas walau dalam keadaan pekak sebelah.. Tak boleh bergerak banyak sangat.. Perlahan-lahan.. Terima kasih Allah.. Bertapa besarnya nikmat sihat. 

Macam ni agaknya perasaan pesakit kanser. Sentiasa dalam kesakitan. Serius cakap, Cik Yaya rasa macam nak gila. Rasa nak menjerit sekuat-kuatnya. Terutama pada waktu malam. It's  insane!!

Ya Allah.. Berilah kesembuhan kepada semua yang sedang sakit.. Ya Allah.. berilah kemudahan kepada mereka.. Hapuskanlah dosa mereka.. Aamiin Ya Rab..

Semoga kita akan sentiasa sihat dan disembuhkan dari segala penyakit. Semoga kita dijauhi dari penyakit-penyakit yang mendatang.. Aamiin...

Ditunggu?

Cik Yaya tak tau kenapa.. Dua tiga hari ni Cik Yaya rasa macam ada perasaan pelik. Perasaan macam ada seseorang menunggu Cik Yaya. Pelik sungguh.. Dalam dok daja-saja akan datang perasaan tu. Macam ingatan. Ada yang sedang menunggu. Seolah-olah dah terlewat untuk sesuatu. Buat Cik Yaya rasa tak sedap hati.. Entah tak tahu macam mana nak huraikan. Walhal, Cik Yaya tak de berjanji dengan sesiapa pon. Tak de merancang apa pon. Tak de countdown apa-apa pon. Apakah?

Apakah ajal yang sedang menunggu? 

Dah bersedia ke Yaya? 

#akupendosa

#ampunkanakuYaAllah

#pelik